My Story
I am a self proclaimed healer in that I have battled, and conquered, my fight with an autoimmune deficiency known as SLE Lupus and many other serious medical conditions. My lupus diagnosis occurred at the age of fourteen and went into remission in 2021, the year I became an attuned 14th Generational Master Reiki healer, had my first past life regression, and procured my newfound gifts. Coming across Tarot bridged my understanding of what I didn't know how to express nor communicate into understanding why I understood the things I knew which, for once, gave me understanding of peace I could not find in the comforts of social human behavior. This, resulting aiding mental wellness once and for all.
In studying Reiki, I became a 14th Generational Master under the teachings of Master Mikao Usui’s 13th Generational Master, Dr. Kate Janik. After which, I was left feeling motivated and angry-- motivated to have been right about intuition and Its power and angry because despite all of Reiki's glory, there is still genocide, disease, despair, and dismissive transparency amongst the human race. So...I thought on...
It is with great pride to understand my traumas trigger my desire to heal and to share my experiences to be able to offer just that. Having explored my consciousness further, I broke into dimensional timelines to receive color frequency symbols via Universe that allow me to prove my newly discovered healing methods work, in that I am incorporating my gifts into the practices of healing my Clients presently, with success. My discovery is Zai’oou. So, I ask for you to partake on this journey should you wish to see how I have changed the game of Reiki and on my path of redefining the Present instead of the Future that’s not coming however, already here. Focusing on the Present enables any inner discomforts to announce themselves and trigger awareness towards Self and where to outsource resources for inner wellbeing, establishing a healthy relationship to Body and other 'bodies' of living conscious. Creating a sacred relationship with one's inner inertia forces our ego to fortify decisions and allowing inertia to anticipate velocity of change curated by the power of intuition--a healthy intuition drives the power of influence... one of wellness, empowerment, and sovereignty.
While on my personal journey I have discovered the outdated sequence of old tarot to no longer offer any ascension of emotional intelligence. I became victim of believing insights provided by tarot readers, received personal readings and spent hundreds of dollars finding ways to fund a narrative I wanted to believe in. I became senselessly involved in figuring out why life was unaligned yet a siren was blaring that I was in alignment, created mental instability. Having not been indoctrinated with religious affiliations in my childhood, I was profoundly naive to construct a faith and my experiences with other people’s disappointments of their own belief, which in turn, made me thirsty to sequester the unanimous pain overshadowing people of all creed, colors, beliefs, and background.
Consequently, I have taken former known sequence of Major Arcana and changed the entire timeline for Modern Era. Joining any one of my services means you’d be supporting yourself in mental, physical, spiritual, and ethereal well being. My joys are not limited to offering intuitive insights or healing infusions however, I’m greatly appreciative of the support to continue my passions and to offer exchange of my inner-gi.
with eternal vibrations,
7th
Why 7th?
“Why was 6 afraid of 7?”
Because 7 a[8]te 9.
A play on numbers is a play on words and if anyone reflects on the various forms of languages to our avail, numbers rarely, if ever, change.
Numbers was our first true language, break down any number and sound translates into letters, creating alphabets.
I, of no religion, became fascinated in having deep emotions and never feeling emotionally connected with social human behavior yet marveled in the miraculous behaviors of Mother Nature.
How did I become adept with Her? My senses, whether it be of my chronic inner pain or the feeling of guilt and powerlessness, numbers were true. Words were not.
In 2019, a romantic relationship ended, what was a foreign feeling was my spirit died, which was unfamiliar to me despite my having been in previous relationships of similar upsets and harsher endeavors. I became so lost that I didn’t fear death for death seemed like a cop-out to unsolved inner quarrels. My inner anger took my own life force and ruined itself, what remained was a shell in search of validation.
None, as before in my life, came.
My validations were formulas.
I’d have to intellectualize my memory, find the external “Universal synchronicity” , be nice to people, lie to people, refrain from “toxic” behaviors, and maintain awareness that I belong.
Be-long. To be and long, is how long it takes to feel in kindred spirits with someone/something.
My skills was trusting my “hunch”, following Its clues, feeling the discovery, paying the price…
“Waiting” if my hunch was correct, even if it meant watching the world fall apart..
Best analogy I could sequester is witnessing your child taking their first step, not robbing them of their own moment however remaining alert, aware, and ready for possible bumps along the way.
My talents, practicing single stream focused meditation and filtering external frequencies as my own or other, hearing internal dialogue and remaining diligent on what fortifies my inner self or drains my inner quest, wanting to solve my own bullshit, desiring a lot and having little, having a lot and losing all, feeling a lot however most invisible in theory.
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Why?
The love I thought I found, was not “a love to find and secure” yet “a love to expose my inner demons” and see if I can fight my own wars AND be honest to myself, for the one formula I needed another to relate to me, was to not disrespect me.
Aware of external energies taking place outside of my real time thoughts was how I was introduced with my Higher Self, which introduced me to quantum magic of a pendulum, which I remembered learning of as a child and coming across again over 20 years later.
The science of a pendulum teaches about the natural “Push Back” existing of all time and space and becoming familiar with its movements, whether one computes, hears, sees, and/or feels energies is subjective and provides ongoing arguments of validation which can only be found in belief. A belief requiring individualism, which can only be found with individual thought. This defines the power of the number 7, individual thought.
“-Th” of 7th is more personal, however, -th has a some influence of being theta - which I impersonalized with infinity getting "in touch" with one's own vibrational DMT and making "contact" with one's soul.